More Common Occurances

Things that have changed:

- Any plans we make for any weekend are usually changed by the time that weekend comes because I'm too scared to do anything taking up for than 1.5 hours in fear of hurting my grades. It's a real thing. I don't think we've followed through on any "all day" type plans in months

- Self diagnosing myself with whatever disease we're discussing is a real thing. There was a moment this week where I had the 100% thought of "what if I have HIV?!", but I've also had Restless leg syndrome, Hypothyroidism, Diabetes, and ADHD (the more common concern of mine) in the past few weeks.

- I'm going to MEXICO! I'm so excited! We will be going on a mission trip to Chihuahua to help people down there to have eye exams and giving out glasses. I am so excited but also sad because I have never been away from Bryce for that long. But we figure, it's a once in a lifetime experience that I can't pass up! So I'm going! Ahh!

- Date night Thursday's are a real thing. We get so burned out by Thursday that Bryce usually watches a movie for a pit while I casually work on my Methods lab and we cuddle. Thursday's are the best.

- I've learned that it's not as hard to take a part of your life you don't like, throw it out and move on as most people make it seem. A few weeks ago Bryce and I were talking about a friend who I just never was happy with whenever I talked to them, so I deleted that person from my phone and never looked back. And I am SO MUCH happier without that friendship. It was amazing to me, I feel like I get caught thinking I'm stuck with some of the things or situations that bother me, but I really do have the power to act and make changes, make my life happier. I want to remember that in the future.

- This whole "inactivity" thing is really getting to me. I feel so tired and don't want to leave my house to workout once I get home, and the stress and sitting in class all day but not walking very far make me just feel blah so if anyone has any suggestions for that I'm all ears.

Also, we never take pictures because we never have any reason to. People ask me all the time "How's school?" and the problem is, there isn't really an answer to that. So please, if you see me or talk to me, ask something else! Ask me if I had a good day or how happy I am that day or what I'm stressed about because chances are I have something to say, but the mention of the word "school" just makes my brain go numb.